.:*~Sunday, October 01, 2006~*:.

hiaz...just read audrey's blog...she blogged about her results!!! i didn't.....hiaz....just reading ur blog makes me feel so sad suddenly. lolz. dun worry audrey...u sure will score for o's! i'll do nite study wif u! lolz....i really feel like going for nite study one of these days...i just dunnoe who would go wif me....o wells. i can't say tat i really studied damn hard for my prelims, but i also cannot say tat i didn't study at all. though it may actually seem tat i didn't study at all. hiaz....good thing for my memory, or i'll get 54 for my L1R5......stupid right? hmm....i'll just be honest....my L1R5 for prelims were really bad....as in....total of.....34....hiaz....its seriously seriously bad....i know i haf to study, but i can't seem to find any motivation to study. i haven't even decided on the course or even the school i wanna go to! how bad is tat?? i just picked out very few choices.....one, the impossible: get JC score, decide later.......two: temasek poly.......three: nursing course........few right?? but, i dunnoe where dis idea came from but one day i was thinking that going to ITE could actually be fun....but i can't aim tat low, or i'll get worse. i know i need help in geog, ss and MATHS. i'm not even taking a-maths. i guess, i also nid help in f&n.....and i haf chosen few aims....i noe my chinese will suck. lolz. just haf to aim lor.

Chinese: C5
English: A2
E-maths: B3
F&N: A2
Science (phy/chem): A1
Humanities (geog/ss): B3

there....six subjects....hiaz....if i do score tat....L1R5 will be 16...den L1R4 will be 11....sounds too nice...hiaz....i nid help. i nid motivation to study. waahh! i'm stressed liao, my head always pain. suddenly i haf blood clot how? wad?! i hit the tip of the bamboo stick very hard.....PAIN prawn (sia).....if not, deb says it could be tumor......wad?! u wan me die arhz?! *touch wood* wad happen if its cancer! i got brain cancer! no wonder i cannot study. either way, my brain capacity is damn small larhz. if u wan measure my brain capacity, just take a peanut and see. -.-" i'm serious. i'm tat dumb. hiaz......HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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