.:*~Saturday, December 16, 2006~*:.

the past few days i haf been spending much time wif my dad, but not enuf. he got a call to tell him tat he could haf a plane ticket back to philippines. wadda hell?! so late lah! call today den today go. sickening. fine...i didn't break down and cry at the stupid airport. cos if i did, he might haf felt bad...should let him go back happy rite. came back den break down lah. my mum made it worse by some how discovering i cried and asking the most stupidest question "you crying isit?"...like diao....pple who are on the verge of crying would obviously break down and bloody cry! wadever...i'm sick of crying. i hate emotions. i dun care if i dun feel happy when i'm supposed to. i dun wanna haf emotions. bloody crap. i dun wanna feel anything! i hate my stupid life! i dun wanna be human. my rabbit seems perfectly normal. it dun look happy...it dun look sad. i wanna be like tat!
on a brighter note...dis my first time at budget terminal. hiaz...o wells. tat was dumb. so budgety. look like closed down ice-skating rink and bowling alley at the same time. hahaz. okay...i dun feel anything but sad now. dun feel like laughing. dun feel like doing anything. i dun plan on sleeping today. its already 12.20am but i no tired. i angry and sad. i dun wanna say wad i feel like saying becos its not meant for human ears. i did tell my mum wad i wished for a person. she didn't hear my sentence very well. so obviously i wun repeat it. wun say anything else. i dun wanna be here!!!!!

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