.:*~Tuesday, January 30, 2007~*:.

i dun like today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -.-" tat practically sums up today...i guess.
after lunch, did a bit of housework wif my mum. from 2pm to ard 4pm. den my bro came back home. i was happily staring at the screen den she called me. i keep telling her wait. she call me again den i went and ask her wad she wan. she start nagging nagging nagging. ahhh! cannot stand le! den i got angry(my fault)......see?! i get so angry easily at home. i wonder why....hiaz...after she nag, i stomp out of the room and walk to bunny dere. den dunnoe wad happen i felt even MORE angry...den i punch the stupid pillar! oww....ehh....wait...i din feel anything. lol. den after i grab wallet, handphone and mp3 (-.-") den i walk out of the house. i finally calmed down den called dubdub...sry waste ur time onli...den while i hold the handphone my hand start to hurt. the wind blow also pain. hiaz....dun care lor. den i look at my hand. so interesting it finally kena hurt. so mani times hit the wall also nothing happen...onli red den gone liao. dis time i hit the pillar den got bruise. den got 2 dot blood. haha! i finally saw blood! ^^ okay....i going psycho now....i dunnoe wad happening lah! i'm dumb, dun follow me. i'm like one of the dumbest and stupidiest people in the universe. maybe the dumbest and stupidiest person i've known. but den....the dumb and stupid pple are those tat suicide. and no, i haf not reached and will not reach the point where i will do such stupid thing. thoughts come and go, but i wun even bother trying such a dumb act. the worst thing tat happen is that u become paralysed and not die. that is real stupidity. hiaz......i dun wanna talk about anything else liaos.
hmm....if u wanna noe who's stupid juz shout "addie"(when i'm around). the person whu answers is the stupid one. haf fun seeing who's the idiot. wun be tat hard to see. hiaz....i dunnoe le. i'm becoming mad just staying at home. but den again, its always my fault. i'm ALWAYS the cause of my mum's anger and my own. i just can't stand it at home. i'll just end here....
every arguement at home is my fault. i must be the most stupid person that ever lived and ever will live. forget it...

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