.:*~Saturday, March 10, 2007~*:.
okays...i nid to
learn to control my bloody anger. its just that with those people around in the house, i get angry so quickly. hiaz...tiny thing also angry. so fine, i din go dinner wif those cousins and aunty. bleh. like i want to...yuck. no way.
den my mum just had to call home, interuppting my computer time. i got annoyed. fine, den she tell me go downstairs and meet her. i got irritated tat i had to go downstairs. den she say dunnoe wad walk main road and meet her HALFWAY. (note: halfway) i got angry. her instructions so vague wad!! den i go down, i walked by the main road, and i walked more than halfway almost to the police station[which is slightly more than 100% of the neccessary distance to walk] (i'm talking crap liao). den i still didn't see her! i got pissed. den i walked back. getting angrier at each step i took and every cough my anger went up faster. den at the bus stop closer to my house, i saw THOSE cousins and aunty, BLEH! i got super angry i felt like punching the advertisement thingy cos it was in the way! den i ran, every breathe i took made me more angrier. maybe i wun be angry if i died then....lol KIDDING!!! den i reach the lift i kicked the lift door and punched the button. den i come out of the lift less angry den when i was running, my mum and bro there. den i got a bit angrier than when i was in the lift.den i go back. happily alone for a few
HAPPY happy minutes
(i feel happy when i'm home alone. lol.) den my brother juz had to ruin my happy minutes alone wif the computer. noooooooooo.......and even worse he actually asked what happened. before he asked i was slightly happy. but not a significant amount. lol. den....when he was asking i remembered why i was angry...and that made me angry. den he go away, i cooled down. i felt normal. and i was typing this crappy third post of the day, which is crappy. sad...i'm not alone at home anymore.
o wells...i tink this is mainly crap cos i just feel TOTALLY normal now, like the whole thing NEVER happened. i'll just forget it. whee! just nice...get angry and forget it. -.-" okies. third post..wow...i should stop multi-posting a day. next time, i'll just post at nite. yuppaz. stop here liao. and
NO, i won't put up a FOURTH post.
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