.:*~Wednesday, April 11, 2007~*:.

i'm sianed. i'm always sianed. but sometimes more sianed than the last time i was sianed. hmm...wad happened todae? nothing. ytd my brother's bdae. haha. o wells...nothing much happened yesterday either. onli deb came my house for a while after her orientation thing. den now, she having orientation CAMP. yar..camp! and i dun believe it, i am supposed to stay at that big (not really, compared to the other poly) unfamiliar place by myself! i dun noe who's gonna be there. i dun make frens easily kaes? summore i onli 1 person by myself. hiaz...be loner lor. sian. i wonder how i'm going to stay 3 years in poly...i can picture it...me sitting by myself, stoning as usual, not a single word spoken throughout 3 years. 3 years okay!!!
3 years
= 36 months
= about 144 weeks
= 1095 days
= 26280 hours
= 1576800 minutes
= 946080000 seconds
= er...a really long time...u get the picture.
i soooo gonna die in poly. i dunnoe if i should be happy that i'll be alone or sad. cos rite now...i dun feel anything. so forget the stupid poly stuff...ahhh! i can't forget it!!! some person called up from tp and ask if i was going for all 4 days (she said 3, i knew she meant 4. i wish it was 3!). den i said yar...den she was like are you going to stay for the overnite thing. err....i said no lah. who want to stay...fine...some pple do. i dun. I DON'T! den she ask for reason. she made it sound like i WANT to go for the stupid orientation thing. erm...i dun care if i get lost in the school, as long as i know which way to go out of school, i'm happy enough. oh yea...they made the orientation compulsory?! OMG!!! the timings are horrible.
first day 8.30am until 6pm. 6PM?!?! tats like 9.5hours!
2nd-3rd day is the overnite thingy. blah. 5.30pm - 10am. okay...i tink i can handle that. i know i can't.
4th day 9am - 6.30pm. again...9.5hours. wonderful. i'm sooo gonna enjoy myself. <--sarcastic
save me!!! plus we have to bring $12 for dunnoe wad food stuff, which i haf a feeling i'm not gonna eat. no jeans...NOOOO!!!!! i want my jeans! i love my jeans! are u mad?! 4 days wif no jeans in some large space wif dunnoe how many people?!?! i tink i shall just jump off happily over the overhead bridge onto oncoming cars. whee.....tat would be actually more fun (to me) den this weird thing. i'm complaining too much aren't i?? whatever lah...i dun really care liaos.
okay...i tink i shall try to find good points about going to that place. hmm....thinking really hard right now....
1. i can go visit my cousins anytime i wan.
2. i can go visit izzy too!!!
3. i end my life faster...
4. i dun haf anymore good points liaos.
dis post looks long. wahahahaz. i'll go crash myself into the wall right now. whee!!! wait...i'm hungry. hmm....no dinner again. o wells. stop here liaos.

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