ahhh!! it's sooo noisy!! next block haf some birds on the 11th floor making so much noise! den there's the garang guni(wadever...)man downstairs pressing the extremely loud horn. omg!!! i know i'm not studying, but gosh...it's noisy. i can't study! i'm busy sneezing and stoning. and now i'm at the computer. it's amazing isn't it? hmm......tmr's the last paper! whee!! but i'm too slack now! it's maths. i can't study maths, but i noe i haf to practice at least. or i'm gonna fail and retake the whole module, or drop out of school. if i do, anyone can offer a job? hehe. stupid. i kinda want and dun wanna drop out of school. i mean, if i do drop out of school, i'll haf more time, and i dun mind working so i dun haf to study...but if i do that...then...WHAT'S THE POINT OF ME SUFFERING A YEAR TRYING TO STUDY AND FAILING. that's like the few things i'm good at....FAILING. that's wonderful. i'm SOOO proud of being able to fail well. i already know i haf to retake that stupid cellbio cos my retests sucked! i couldn't remember much. and i tried to study! today's paper was...normal. but...I LEFT MY BLOODY MATRIC CARD ON THE TABLE. thankfully, people took for me. thx zoey, thx alvina for telling me i left it there. or i'll be ransacking everywhere for it. i was so blur when i was leaving the exam venue. when i stepped out of the room, i couldn't find the lift for 2 seconds. and the lift was diagonally right, infront of me. I KNOW I'M STUPID AND BLUR. it's natural. ^^ anyways, i'll just haf to suffer today, write rubbish tmr, hope i pass, and slack. not really slack, but for a while. but den i'll haf to go find a job. and my mum suggested i work at THIS PLACE (no! i'm not telling!!! dun find me!). i dun wanna work! i can't work! i wan my holidays!! forget it...i'm gonna try to study again.
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