.:*~Wednesday, April 30, 2008~*:.
ranting here. dun nid to read. dun read. it's really long, gonna take up lots of ur time. u dun HAVE TO READ!when we were having dinner downstairs, my brother started saying he's going to clear the place. then he proceeds to tell me to change my rabbit cage. WTF?! i just changed my rabbit cage! who gives a damn ur effed up friends are coming over for tuition?! then he proceeds to tell me to change my terrepin tanks. erm...i change them everyday, u retard! then he went 'can u change ur terrepin cage tmr morning at 9am?' i stared at him and replied '
no i want to sleep longer.' den he went 'because after u change the terrepin tank, it straight away becomes dirty.' OMG...at that point i was already angry. but i CALMLY replied '
den u change lah.' den he started talking a lot of things. telling me to release the terrepins in the pond, becos the pond already has so many terrepins. i told him that was a reason i don't want to release the terrepins into that filthy 'pond'. den he went 'then why didn't u release them when there was lesser?' so he think he damn smart lah? he think he smart den WHY THE HELL is he in NA?! i noe some NA people and not everyone is like that. NA people are very normal, they are just as human as Express students. but some of their attitudes do get out of hand. like that dumb brother of mine. i mean, wth?! when u get a pet, it means u are to take care of it until IT dies. u dun just get rid of it when it's alive. i told him something along those lines and he laughed like i was stupid. wtf. he really is retarding. i guess that's what happens when u enter btss. i hope not everyone in that school is like that. i bet not all of them are. but i heard lots about btss, and i haf told my mum to transfer him out when he was sec 1. but he made 'friends' who are 'cool'. beating up people and stuff. erm...wow. great. wonderful. he comes back and just loves telling me how much he would like to beat up so and so. he once told me someone wanted to beat him up cos there was a rumour he and a girl are going out. LAME! guess what happened next? his dropout friend said when he's getting beaten up, to call him, then he'll bring a weapon and go beat up those people. gosh....is it so fun to beat up people? i think it is retarded. stupid. idiotic. and just plain bad. i think my brother is retarded. stupid. idiotic. and just plain stupid. oops, i said that already. o well, one more won't hurt. and then he was being f-ing rude to my mum. she didn't scold him at all. wth?! so fine, i said something about him being stupidly rude and she nagged at me for that. like i wasn't angry enough. fine, i chose the wrong words, but still. HE WAS BLOODY RUDE. HE IS BLOODY RUDE! i must be blind. trying to be nice to that freak. buying a new mp3 which he dirties already. that's it. i'm ignoring him. completely. totally. as much as i can. even if its an emergency, i'll tell him last. if possible, i wun tell him at all. useless freak.
ON TO THE NEXT PERSON I'M RANTING ABOUT.
there's a difference in the tone of voice my mum uses when she talks to me and my brother. i can hear it. and i hate it. she treats us differently too. i see it, i hate it. she always talks to my brother so nicely, and she doesn't get angry at him as quick as she does to me. hmmm...like when she was washing the clothes just now. she knocked on his LOCKED door nicely, and asked if he had any light clothes. he didn't open and answered her with the door closed. that is rude. then she brought her own clothes without asking me if i had any light clothes to be washed. i asked her what clothes she was washing as at that time i didn't know she was washing light. then the way she replied light clothes, meant she was annoyed and most probably thought i was an idiot. i asked her nicely. then she starts nagging at me. W.T.H. dun nag to me about that dumb brother. PLEASE...
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alrites! i'm back from my 11.30pm to 1.00am 'walk'. i took my time out. its so peaceful at that time. i was sitting opposite sac wif a kitten sleeping on my lap. gosh, it was so cute. so relaxing. just watching the kitten sleeping and stroking it. but it woke up becos at that time, two cats just had to fight. geez. haha. kitty fell asleep again, and it had spasms. i assume it's cos it was dreaming. still...its sooo cutee!! den i spotted the black cat. i love that black cat, it's so handsome. haha. -.-" but really, its one nice cat. so i called it, den it walked over to me and the sleeping kitten. but kitty had to wake up and hiss at my favourite cat, causing it to run off. so i left kitty on the seat and walked to my fav cat. but kitty followed, causing the poor black CAT to run off after hissing at kitty. LOL. cats are really amusing to watch. so, by that time it was around 12.50am? i took a walk one big round, before returning home. now home is quiet. i think i've rid all my anger from before. fine, most. i'm still a little unhappy for a few things. but hey, that 1hr30mins outside the house at midnight sure helped a lot. i feel at peace now...okay, maybe i'm just tired. it's always nice to take some time off, from doing anything. just sitting down and stoning is quite relaxing. especially stoning with a sleeping kitten. xD sooo cuteeee.....okay, i dun recommend going out of the house after 12am. hehe. esp girls like me. but i just had to today. okies.
T.T i painted my nails dis evening and the nail polish is just peeling off. now gotta remove all and paint again if i want to. i guess it peeled off cos i was washing the bathtub. yes, i do housework. i'm not spoilt. its 1.12am now. i guess i better go sleep huh...gd nites. this is one extremely long post.
i'm planning to change blog soon, to wordpress! becos it just looks nice. hahahahaha. watch out for the new link! erm...yea. stop here le. nites. buaiii....
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